release

Ok, my head hurts...too much thought or lack of it? i don't know...either way it hurts...or maybe due to lack of sleep...that's it, i guess. it's been weeks since i had a decent sleep...too many things to do, so little accomplishment. maybe i should just stop blogging and get on with work...hmm...no, it's not the blogging. everytime i try to start doing what i'm supposed to do, i don't know what actually happens but i just realize i'm just staring at my desk or the computer screen. i need a little more drive...besides school, i'm busy with my church duties too...there's a big event coming and i still need a lot more practice. lately i've noticed that my organ-playing hasn't been satisfactory...i need guidance...badly...and a confidence boost...i've been feeling inferior about this...which cripples me...but i don't know how to get back the confidence...help? like this morning at choir practice, i was supposed to lead and to teach...but i don't think i was ever effective...some of my colleagues and i are planning a weekend getaway...to getaway from work but it's not total getaway coz will be coming back to our busy lives before final exams...we're all single...i guess this is a statement saying "we can do what we want" or something to that effect...whatever statement it says, i'm definitely going...to unwind...wow...my head feels a lot better now...this worked...i think...