early sem thoughts

> The first semester of schoolyear 2008-2009 has just begun and as usual I'm not ready for it. My energy is just not in it yet. I feel so disoriented. I'm like running in circles with everything I have to do and I'm trying to actually do something but I feel like I'm not finishing anything. None of the "to do" items I listed at the previous post has been achieved. I wish I could wallow a little more. But there really is no time for that. This is it, I just have to start putting myself into it. This could be my busiest sem ever. I feel like breaking down already.

> I've just been given one of my dream loads: Theory of Computation. I know this has been my dream since following the computer science path and it has supposedly come true now but....the timing is just totally off! I mean, I want to teach this SOMEDAY but not now...now that I know I'm not anywhere near good at this subject yet. I'm just not ready for this. Oh well, the chance is here (and it's not like I have a choice or anything)...I just have to give it my best.

> I have classes that start at 7:30 am. Good luck to me! Last sem my earliest classes started at 8 am and I really had a hard time coming to class and not being late. Huhu

> Congratz to me for having survived the summer and the scarcity that went with it!